Scrutiny of kindness
The most depressing part of my daily life is dealing with the fact that no one cares, either positively (how that improves my life) but mostly negatively (how that fucks the world). Caring is seen as cringe, as something to be downplayed, to be discredited for.
I constantly live in fucked situations others seems to not evaluate completely. At the same time, there is nothing in my or their power that can be done to fix the situation. One stray dog's impending death by disease case, even though I can see it, it's not changing.
The world taught me to do nothing and continue forward. This may be happening here, but it still happens everywhere else. I am no superhero, but it's so easy to be one. Saving a life (and really just little acts of kindness) shouldn't be scrutinized the way it is.